Stop putting in all the effort. He was the one who wanted to try this again, he’s the one that needs to prove it to me. He’s the one that wants me to take him back. Reminder to self: stop your effort and caring. Let him come to you. Forreal doe.
My heart, mind, and soul.
Reminder to Self:
The thing is…
I am not really sure what is going on. It all happened so fast but tell me why it just feels so right? How did this happen? How did things suddenly go back to normal? Maybe I have to stop trying to take control of every aspect of my life. Maybe I need to just let things flow as they are. Maybe I should just let certain things happen on their own. I don’t know. So much shit has happened these past couple months, is it worth the third chance? He knows he has to work for it, he knows that I do not trust him again yet. He has to prove it me that this time around, it will be better, this time around, we’re gonna do things right. It’s not even a subject I want to talk about. I just want to let it be. I need to make sure not to lose myself but to gain something from this. I don’t understand how things happened exactly, but I gave him a chance to finally let him talk. There are so many things I need to set straight before diving in though. I know everyone else is thinking the same. As long as I am happy in the end right? I believe there are reasons why I feel the way I feel. It’s time to just go with the flow and not worry about the future, keep the past in my mind but be always aware of the present.
(Source: staypozitive)
(Source: staypozitive)
Anger & Forgiveness
m2xu:
It’s not just about forgiving them, it’s also about forgiving yourself. Being angry and attached to the past is like holding on to a hot coal - you are the one who gets burned.
Let go of the burning coal.
